Always in Chi I would, starting Monday, count down the days until Friday. Now everyday is Friday when you're unemployed. That's a word that scares the crap out of me, especially with the impending horror that is graduation. I feel no further ready for the real world than I was when I was 15. What if what I get out there, ready to fend for myself and do something good, I don't go anywhere? What if I am just a little girl still clueless and fumbling? Most of the questions I had going into college go unanswered yet. I just have this huge fear of being in this exact same place, on my comfy bed in my parents house in August with no obligations, next year, jobless. Why in the world am I worrying about this right now.
Beach tomorrow for a week. Much needed reading catch up time and of course quality time with the Peralta clan. Bliss= beach, book and a beer, says my cousin eloquently. Then I cannot wait to get to school. So much happens.
A few notes:
I think my parents love the dogs more than me and my sisters.
Had a dream someone stole my drivers license. I flipped out only fearing that I would have to take my passport to bars.
What is the public radio station like in Austin?
I wish I were either going to Coldplay or in Chi going to Lolla tonight.
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